| Location | Dingwall |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 3/2008 |
| Date of Death | 3/2008 |
| Visitors | 1,786 since 16/04/2008 |
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It was Sunday the 30th of March 2008 and i was 36 weeks and 2 days pregnant. Everything had been
going fine, I'd been getting mild contractions for a week or so but nothing seemed to be
happening. When i woke up in the morning it was just like any other day. Me and my hubby (George)got
up and organised and then decided to go down stairs for a cup of tea and to give our other 2 kids
(Dylan age 3 and Ally age 1) breakfast before we got them ready as we had planned to go to visit my
parents as we do most sundays. I had just finished my tea and i was sitting on the couch and i
started feeling a bit off. I decided to go to the bathroom as didn't feel good at all and i
asked George to take me up a glass of water but by the time i got there i was in agony with stomach
pains. George rushed up with a glass of water for me and asked if i was ok and then it happened, all
of a sudden i couldn't see or hear anything, i was so scared and i didn't know what was
going on (i didn't know i was losing my baby). After a minute or two i could see and hear again
but the pain in my stomach was still there so George decided to phone for an ambulance. It seemed to
take forever but they did eventually arrive. George had to follow to the hospital in the car because
the kids were there but he phoned to ask my parents if he could drop the kids off with them so that
he could come and be with me and the said that they would happily take them (don't know what we
would do without them, they are such good parents and grandparents). George arrived at the hospital
shortly after me, i was in my bed and had been given some pain relief. Shortly after that i was told
i was 3 centimeters dilated and just thought i was in labour but then the midwife noticed that my
contraction were constant and that the tightening wasn't easing off between the contractions so
she got the doctor to come in. They tried to monitor my baby's heartbeat but couldn't
trace it so the doctor went and got the scanning machine. The doctor came straight back and there
was another doctor with her so both them started doing the scan. Because i was in so much pain i
wasn't really taking in what was going on. And then they said it, "we can't find your
baby's heartbeat". I couldn't speak, I just looked at George, we were both devasted,
but i only made it worse, i didn't believe them and i just repeated "it isn't
true" over and over again. We had to carry on with the labour and then finally our gorgeous
baby boy was born, the baby boy that we had hoped for, but except it wasn't a happy time like
it was supposed to be for us, it was the day our baby boy died.
After that we were told i had had a placental abruption, there was no reason for it, it wasn't
anybody's fault and nothing anybody could have done to stop it.xx
xXxXxXx
Mummy misses you soooo much baby.xx
Not having you here is sooo hard.xx
But having you in my heart is sooo easy.xx
We all love you and miss you sooo much baby.xx
Always loved and never forgotten.xx
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my thoughts are with you
first i would just like 2 say what a gorgous baby taylor is what a stunner i do know how u feel hunny i lost my lil freddie at 37 weeks due to placental abruption on the 18th may 2006 no one really knows how to feel unless u have experienced it and sadly we are some of many , time is a great healer if at any time you want to talk to me (lolzx18@hotmail.co.uk) i know im a complete stranger 2 you but we have been through the same tragerdy
thinking of u xxxxx
r.i.p taylor
hello
hya you, hope your alright up there, looking after your grandad... :)
still in my thoughts, till we meet x x x x x
well taylor nana has found you at last .been up at your grave the other day with flowers.your stone is lovely. you will always be in my thoughs.and heart till we meet again wee man nana loves you
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My Baby.xx
Hiya mummy's special little boy.xx
Missing not having you here more and more every day.xx
Dealing with it doesn't get any easier or less painfull.xx
Though knowing that one day i will have you in my arms again is getting my through.xx
Until then i have to live with this pain and emptiness because you were just too perfect for this world.xx
I love you always and forever little angel.xx
Rest in Peace wee man.xxx
When your mummy told me she was pregnant with you i was so excited words couldnt explain. At every scan i was bouncing about the walls desperate to know how you were and how big you were getting. I could see the pride on mummy and daddys faces which i can still see now as i look at them.As i watched your big brother Dylan and sister Ally grow i couldn't wait to do the same with you,with all of you my little family away from family.
When your daddy told me what had happened to you my heart sunk.I couldnt believe the little gorgeous boy i was determined to meet was gone.Mummy and Daddy,Dylan and Ally have been so brave and i am so proud of them all.
You will always be in my heart,a little shining star in the sky and i hope that some day i will meet you, a little angel in heaven.Until that day little man.Night Night and rest in peace.
love you
kirst
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Precious memories.
A million times I've needed you,
A million times I've cried,
If love could have saved you,
You never would have died.
Things we feel most deeply,
Are the hardest things to say,
My dearest one, I love you,
In a very special way.
If I could have a lifetime wish,
One dream that could come true,
I'd pray to God woth all my heart,
For yesterday and you.
My beautiful angel.
My Mum is a survivor,
Or so I've heard it said.
But I can hear her crying at night,
When all others are in bed.
I watch her lay awake at night,
And go to hold her hand.
She doesn't know I'm with her,
To help her understand.
But like the sands on the beach,
That never wash away...
I watch over my surviving mum,
Who thinks of me each day.
She wears a smile for others...
A smile of disguise!
But through Heaven's door I see,
Tears flowing from her eyes.
My mum tries to cope with death,
To keep my memory alive.
But anyone who knows her knows,
It is her way to survive.
As I watch over my surviving mum,
Through Heaven's open door...
I try to tell her that angels,
Protect me forevermore.
I know that doesn't help her...
Or ease the burden she bears.
So if you get a chance, go visit her...
And show her that you care.
For no matter what she says...
No matter what she feels,
My surviving mum has a broken heart,
That time won't ever heal.
A mothers daily nightmare.
I woke up this morning,
And you were not there,
I can't kiss your cheek,
Or brush back your hair.
The days of joy are over,
The pain and sorrow starts,
Because when you went to heaven,
You also took my heart.
I have to live my nightmare,
Each morning when I wake,
I have to feel this pain,
With every breath I take.
With gut wrenching sorrow,
And mind numbing pain,
I daily live this nightmare,
Over and over again.
I love you and miss you baby.xx
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